Lyrics
Issues 1. Dead

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
All I want in life is to be happy (happy)

It seems funny to me
How fucked up things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead

2. Falling Away From Me

Hey i'm feelin tired
My time is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes that's ok
Do what others say
I'm here standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

hey its your thing
That's when i'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kills the pain
I can't always say
It's gonna be better tomorrow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me beating me
Down down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me beating me
Down down
Into the ground

(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from, me)
Slow it down

Beating me down
Beating me beating me
Down down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me beating me
Down down
Into the ground

Trust in me
They won't go away
So I pray
Go away

Life's falling away from me
It's falling away from me
Life's falling away from me
Fuck!

Beating me down
Beating me beating me
Down down
Into the ground
(Falling away from me)
Screaming some sound
Beating me beating me
Down down
Into the ground

3. Trash

How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh and
It's just there for the taking
These little girls they make me feel so goddamn exhilarated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
The pain, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I dont know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment
All I wanna do is fuck it away.

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I just throw you away
I just throw you away
I just throw you away
I just throw you away

4. 4 U

This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break, is this my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I've done for you
What you've all
PUT Me through
I'd do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, For you

5. Beg For Me

Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed
There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free

Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going insain
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
'Cause when I hit the stage
And it's gone and I am free

Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

I feel the shame
I've gone insane
The things I feel now
Aren't the same
Who gives a fuck,
if my life sucks?
I just know one thing
I won't give up

Everyone just let me be
Everyone just let me be
Everyone just let me be

Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Goddamn please say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Be there, for me
Be there, for me
Be there, for me
Be there, for me

6. Make Me Bad

I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (It would be fun and games)
Instead, It's all the same (It's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad

All I do is look for you
I need my fix, you need it too
Just to get some sort of attention, attention
What does that mean to you? (What does it mean to you?)
For me, It's something I just do (I just do)
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again
It's quite deceiving as I'm feeling the flesh made me bad

Does it make me bad?

7. It's Gonna Go Away

Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up
(It's gonna go away)
I don't want this to go away
(go away)
I'm so scared
(oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(pressure)
Pressure
(pressure)
(It's gonna go away)
.... go live it up
We're livin it up

8. Wake Up

Wake the fuck up! (x8)

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
I’m not happy
I wish they'd just...

Wake the fuck up! (x4)

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for

No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they'd just..

Wake the fuck up! (x4)

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for
Remember why we play for
Remember why we play for

9. Am I Going Crazy

Am I going crazy?
Am I insane and dazed?
Am I too lost, to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape?
Nothing is right
I am so scared

10. Hey Daddy

Let me see (let me see)
All my life has been (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They're waiting (help me) help me

You fuck me up
I gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

Hey, daddy (daddy)
They are taking me (away)
Biting
Facing him (what soul)
My soul
They're eating
Please help me

You fuck me up
I gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

They tell me this thing inside of me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
But I just never listen.

You fuck me up
I gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

You fuck me up
I gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I can not live without them
I do not live without them

Hey daddy
Hey daddy
(waiting)
Hey daddy
(waiting)

11. Somebody Someone

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the love you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Canīt somebody help me?
All I need is to be
loved just for me

Giving you this and that
Giving gave me nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Canīt somebody help me?
All I need is to be
loved just for me

I look, I sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what
Im trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody (someone), somebody (somebody), someone
I need somebody (someone), somebody (somebody), someone
Someone

12. No Way

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like.. nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm god
Feeling there's no way

So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's.. nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm god
Feeling there's no way

To live this way

Hating, fearing, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but keep from falling
To the place where people call me
I can't wait to give them these feelings of hating
Keeping inside me for all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm god
Feeling there's no way

(Hating, fearing, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but keep from falling
To the place where people call me!)

To live this way
Live this way

13. Let's Get This Party Started

When I'm crying
Take's me to a certain place
Which I don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel inside
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get me

So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel inside
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane
You make me feel insane

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane

14. Wish You Could Be Me

I am going insane
This shit is all about pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit ozzes out of my brain
I wish you could be me
And then then yes you would see
How tired I am
And how she got the best of me
At least you couldnt look at me
While you are raping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And it dosnt blout my fame

I am going insane
This shit is all about pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit ozzes out of my brain
I wish you could be me
And then yes you would see
How tired I am
And how she get the best of me
At least you couldnt look at me
While you are raping me
At least you couldnt look me
While you are raping me
You fuckin' pussy!

15. Counting

I came back to face what's growing in my head..
Please get away from me.
Take advantage of what I feel, yes you do.
One day you'll beg for me..

So I'm saying nothing..
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain, you will be there--counting..

You just see me as something you throw around..
You aren't there for me.
Beating down to the ground, yes it always seems..
You take more from me.. (more from me)

So I'm saying nothing..
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain, you will be there--counting..

It's funny how we've just started..
They get tha money for the things about you.
They give ya money, and tha girls, and tha fame.
I only do it for the fun and the games..

It's funny how we've just started..
They get tha money for the things about you.
They give ya money, and tha girls, and tha fame.
I only do it for the fun.. That's my game.

So I'm saying nothing..
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all my pain, you will be there--counting..

So I'm saying nothing..
Each day taking that much more.
As I'm screaming all this pain, you will be there--counting..

16. Dirty

Keep knocking
No one's there
Pouring down
Near be felt

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
A Dirty...

I'm out here
By myself
All alone
Ripping my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through in my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll will take it
Into me

You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
I will take it
Dirty little fuck
I will take it
You dirty little fuck
I will take it
Dirty little fuck
I will take it
You dirty little fuck

I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again
I just wanna laugh again
I just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again